OMG it feels so good to be back.
i've been trapped in a ton of shitty situations for about three years and in a SOUL consuming job all past year and a half, and lemme tell you, after being scared shitless for six months, growing a pair and quitting was one of the best feelings i can recall to this day.
i feel soooooooooo happy.
shit always comes and goes and things are never the way we want all the time, but one must remember what makes you happy so you can live life without hating yourself 24/7. for me i kept things that made me happy deep down somewhere and not ever once i looked back at them, with excuses like "i don't have time for that right now", "i'll get back to that later when conditions are better", "there are more important things", "there's no way i'm gonna be succesfull doing that" and other shit.
but eventually life became so meaningless and painful to live that "the more important things" were not even worth it.
what is worth living is what gives you life, haha.
for me it was drawing.
and now i'm back :3
thanks to everybody who kept asking where the fk i was, thanks for all the birthday wishes, for your comments on my art and for fav+ them and in general thanks for passing by.
i noticed them all.